And, I did like the way the way the leather hugged my body. I thought the black looked nice with my blonde hair. Even at thirty four, I was still p...retty trim and firm. John picked me up and said that I looked great and would not look out of place at all. It was a short drive to the club house. When we arrived, I was nervous and became even more so when John said that he was my master for the evening and that I would only refer to him as “Master John”. He then pulled. Don’t worry. I will make her happy, mostly. I have money to get her anything she wants or needs. I will lavish her with attention and all the trappings of affection. The only thing I won’t give her is love. How could I love her? She just doesn’t compare to the love I once had. I will never tell her I don’t love her, but I won’t tell her that I do. Someday she will figure it out, but that won’t stop her from loving me. Oh, I also won’t give her kids, although we will try, I promise you we’ll. " Anything else?" Oh, yeah, quite a lot else, really. She's a lively girl. And you're right -- she's damned intelligent. She's going to make a really good college student! And all the professors are going to be wishing they could get into her pants. Of course, you know all about that already, don't you?" I don't know why I mess with you at all, Betsy. You're such an unmitigated smartass! Tell me what else you talked about." No." No? What do you mean, 'no?'" I warned you, right at the beginning,. The girl who’s hiding from her psychotic next-door neighbor. You are that girl, Gwen. ‘If you weren’t, if that wasn’t the real you, you would have reacted to those situations differently. I don’t know why you’re hiding behind Gwen, but I think you always wanted to be like her. I think you were always her, and that before she existed you only pretended to be hard, meaner, whatever, just to survive.’ ‘I’m cured! Thank you, Steve!’ Gwen said, her eyes bright. She rolled her eyes exaggeratedly and.