When I go the store and mince down the diaper aisle, that feeling of shame and embarrassment begins to return, when I hit the checkout, I just have to... stand there and wonder whether or not, the check-out girl is wondering if I have a c***d at home or if they are for me. Most often, there's no guesswork involved, they know and I know, but the check-out girl is polite.When I come home and slide a new set of pampers out the pack, I am adrift in the wafting scent of baby-powder and when I slide. "Gerta shrugged. "So what else is new?" Don't give me that crap, Cousin," Rachel beamed. "All your mom talks about is how you've got her ass fixed up for tonight." I did! Isn't it wonderful?"Rachel slid an arm under Gerta's waist. "So tell me about it." Johnny Peters came by last night and we fucked till midnight." She told her cousin about Johnny's friend, the date they had tonight. Then her eyes narrowed. "How come you're so fuckin' horny?" Because, the way they're fucking around up in Mama's. ** I rushed through my exam as fast as I could and then walked home from campus as fast as I could and when I thought no one was looking I occasionally started running. I had already made plans to spend the night at her place for a very pregnant tête-à-tête. I wasted no time when I arrived home. I added my backpack to the ever increasing clutter that was my bedroom and I grabbed the large box and started back out of the house. Along the way I ran into my roommate. ‘Hey man, what’s in the box?’. " Please call me Mike," I said. "Mister is way too formal." Mike. I really would like this job. I'll do a good job. There's no way I can afford an apartment and still go to school without having to work nearly full time. That would take away from school. I'm worried that if I get a full time job I won't be able to take a full load and I won't get done in four years. I'll lose the money then."I thought for a second and decided, "Fine. We'll give it a try."That smile beamed my way again as she.