In fact, that’s the main reason I made the vow to not have sex until marriage. I thought that If I could hold to that I would be able to talk myself... out of asking you for it in the first place. I figured you’d either go along with it out of some sense of responsibility. Or you’d laugh it off and stop giving me treatments after you found a different treatment for me. But when I started having sex with you I never wanted to stop, I just wish that I hadn’t been so out of my mind when we did it.” I. I sucked on his tongue as his hands found my wrists. He pinned my hands above my head as he used his knees to spread my legs. I pulled up my knees, wanting to feel his cock lay next to mine. Instead, Frank used his free hand to position himself at my virgin opening and, with only my saliva to lubricate us, he pushed into me.I still contend that I blacked out for a few moments here. I'm not sure if it was from the pain I felt as he opened me to him or if it was just that the feelings were too. "Please remove your clothes and have a seat on the table," Mei instructed as she sat down in the rooms only chair. Jack quickly removed his clothes and sat down on the table and waited to see what would happen next. Mei spent a couple of minutes writing on the small desk in front of her and then swiveled her chair around so she was facing Jack."Jack, can you stay with us for the entire day today?" Mei asked. "We have several different activities today in which we would like you to participate. While our curiosity as to the fate of our ship mates remains, the urge to seek them out has been lost to another urge, that of physical wants and desires. While it worries me that we are becoming resigned to living out our days in this paradise, it is a worry that I have a difficult time holding onto when in the thrall of the fruit. A week ago, we would have been scandalized by the indecency of our deeds. Certainly the sudden shedding of scruples and morals is out of character and yet, it feels.