He pressed his lips to mine, and we kissed again. He pushed me back, and I knew he wasn’t going to wait any longer. His breathy voice came to me thr...ough the haze of delight. He was saying, ‘I waited far too long for you. I waited until I thought I would die. You were the one thing that has kept me going through all these years. Your eyes speak to me of souls and eternity. We are whole now, though. Here and now, we are finally whole. Give yourself to me now. Open up and let me in.’ ‘Fuck me,. It was almost like some higher or lower force was at play, and it was conspiring to keep me here. It was as if something didn't want to let me go.* * * * * * *The housekeeper was a middle-aged married mother with three young children, so her visits were brief and to the point. Cleaning the bedclothes, re-stocking any groceries and doing any odd housework was all she attended to, and her visits were never any longer than two hours. For this I was grateful, especially when what I thought had been. "She cares for you more than I have ever seen her care for anyone. As do we all, I sensed that you wished to talk to me alone. What is on your mind brother?" A now concerned Thoth stated."Unlike when I went against all of you, I am dealing with a god who prides himself on his physical skills. Can you give me the knowledge to defeat him?" Thoth was quiet a moment as he thought."I can give you the knowledge brother, though I am afraid that you will need far more than that." Here Thoth, thought. Now you're ready slut, I inform you as you hear the door swish open again. You know immediately what that means, although you can't believe that I'd invite a third person the first time I use you, the first time that we've done anything other than exchange orders and photographs virtually. Part of you is disappointed, but part of you knows that you could have expected this. You think of complaining, but realise that will only make your situation worse and you only have to tense your muscles.