Keeping two jobs had cost my participation in plays at school. It was physically impossible for me to do it all, considering how much harder my relati...vely small frame had to work to accomplish the same thing that others seemed to manage with less effort. But if I kept working and building myself up, I thought, then a later day might find me doing plays again as well as everything else.The fact that I was now wearing eyeglasses had been a major setback, leading me to believe I was somehow. She briefly snogs me and then pulls back a little. As I become more turned on I become aware of the pungent cocktail of her body odours - her bad breath, the fishiness of her cunt and perhaps a trace of stale urine from her unchanged and holey knickers. Her over-large tits hang over me and I notice the stretch marks for the first time. I glance down at her pot belly with the large unsightly mole on it and her unkempt pubic hair that is the colour of a sewer rat – she really is fucking repulsive. She pretended her winnings were dumb luck, then made dumb plays on purpose and pretended to be grateful when one of the guys near her explained why. As I read the minds of the guys at the table I understood her motive—she was harvesting good will. There was still the occasional sexual fantasy, but as a man I knew that the queen of spades might trigger a sexual fantasy if it stared at me just right. The guys were liking her, which meant that they didn’t mind losing to her as much as they would. She dropped back down and took my cock back into her mouth. Her sucking was getting faster and faster and I stopped trying to hold back and just let her work my cock. My hands went numb as I felt my cock start spurting my load into her mouth. She kept sucking until every drop was gone and looked up at me with a big grin on her face. I am sure I had a big grin also. She cleaned up and kissed me goodnight on the cheek and disappeared down the street in her car. I was still drunk with sex.