Never burn a bridge.4. You seem to initially have reservations about Jack. the white powdersupply certainly was a factor in by passing your judgement.... What madeyou go against your better judgment and get involved with him?Wow. Tough question. I think it stems from wanting to be desired.It's a heady feeling at first to realize someone would pay you money tohave sex with you. You think it means you're attractive and desirableand powerful. All of those things, while true, are only part of. ..but I got the upper hand here Matty.." She said."Devious as always...fine what do you want not to tell?" I asked her."I'm thinking you already have a clue...things are really slow to me you know..." She said looking down a bit disappointed. "So how about a little party? You, Me and your little boys, that way I won't tell..." She said.".....I dunno...I'm not the only one involved in it." I said looking at Aky and Mark."I'm kinda curious...I wanna try it" Aky said."Yeah, me too!" Mark. I sensed that she was already looking forward to taking part in a sexual experiment. Val loved being the center of attention and by the way she was guzzling on my cock I could feel that she wanted it to happen soon. --- It was only a few days later while we were at a cocktail party in a New York apartment that I seized the opportunity to put the theory into practice. A mutual friend of ours, Walt, was celebrating his new job as a chief architect in a fast-growing new business venture. He had. She started losing who she really was and became an empty oyster shell that had its pearl stolen. She finally ended things in order to be free and to escape a loveless relationship that had never truly fulfilled her. It made her feel like a little kid, wanting to be loved instead of being neglected by the one who was supposed to care for her. She shook these thoughts from her head as she gathered her books and headed out the door. These memories crept up on her far too often. She needed to make.