If anything, I feltworse, adding jealousy and frustration to my anger and shame."Why did I even go yesterday?" I asked myself. Other than Jordan, no ...onehad even wanted me there. It wasn't as if we'd really gotten to talk ordo anything together either. He'd been busy with his other friends, andI'd just sat there, occasionally getting made fun of but mostly justbeing ignored. It wouldn't have been worth it, even without the disasterat the end.Even wallowing as I was, I jerked upright when the. “Ain’t no fourteen year old girl benching four-fifty.”Becky was talking through clenched teeth, and her nostrils were flaring. “Gym muscles? Gym muscles!? I am trying shhho hard not to beat the shit out of you, and you don’t even care!” she yelled in her chirpy little voice. Her breath was getting deeper and louder, making those ridiculous tits float up and down underneath her sweatshirt like they were piston-driven.She closed her eyes for like a second and spoke quietly to herself. “I won’t. " Ron chuckled.Susan lifted her head to look at them."Fickle woman. First she tries to cripple me with her tongue and then she steals my man when I finally pass out." she chuckled softly."Hello love." Ron said, easily.Susan still lay face down, she stretched one hand out to grasp his hand and squeeze it softly. Barbara put hers over the top of the pair and squeezed them both."What a fool I've been. We could have been doing this all along." Barbara cried softly."Runs in the family of man. Don't. I begin to tense, and it is recognized. The pledge-leader, Patrick, introduces Mike and Rob, and tells me they are to observe, and assist if need be. The three of them approach me, and begin to stare me down. Patrick firmly announces some sort of initiation intro. I quickly try to adjust my tie and tuck it back into my coat, but his arm and palm shoot out at my chest, and grabs me by the tie and the front of my shirt. He leans in and asks why I was late. I'm quiet, yet aroused by the.