This is an orchestrated meat locker for males and females mostly of college age to meet each other ... and to fuck.”Alice teased, “You should set ...aside your desire for a pre-existing relationship and just go for it. You are a spectacular lover, and this is a chance to spread your talents to a new generation of graduating females. Heck, maybe we can even recruit some new members into the Circle. Not everything has to go according to your prescription.”Dave said, “Well, if I’m doing that, then I. From then down until now, she's been patiently, gently, lovingly inviting me into her arms and her bed. I have come to want it very much, and yet I'm so nervous and afraid. These are my feelings -- my mixed emotions -- both for her, and about finally going 'all the way' with her:I thought of you today after the lovely lunch we sharedThe way you looked, and all the things you saidWhen you urged me yet again to take our friendship all the wayAnd share the scintillating splendor of two women. " He swallowed, looked down at the therapist's shoes. He wished he had chosen a female therapist, it might be easier to admit it to a woman. "I imagine . . . I'm having sex." He almost said "getting fucked"."I see," He looked away from James a moment, then back at him as he said, "Who do you imagine having sex with?" Nobody, really. It's like just a man having sex with me. Not anybody I know." A man. I see." The therapist looked at his shoe. "Do you imagine it as a homosexual encounter?" No,. Amber's tone left no doubt in my mind. "No, of course not! I just didn't think--" Of course you didn't think!" She cut me off, and stormed back to her car. Even pregnant, she could move with speed and grace when she wanted to."Listen, Amber," I tried to say placatingly after I had loaded my bags, and sat in her car, "I didn't have it done. I couldn't do it, and then lie to all of you, so I cancelled the appointment." She only glared at me, before she backed out of the parking spot, and started.