I use the toys when I'm watching x movies and pretend I'm the female actress as I reenact the scene.I had self medicated with with doses of only daily... estrogen on and off at months at a time. Not much happened that I immediately noticed other than erect nipples. But after self med for a few years and compared my self to older pictures, I noticed I had loss muscle mass and my chest was a little jiggly. But I was still definitely a man. I stopped for a year and thought maybe buying overseas. “Why? Am I ugly?”“Of course not,” he snorted. “You know that.”“Do I? All I know is that I got to see what it was like to feel really close to a man ... a nice man ... a man I really like, and then it was all taken away from me.”“You’re too young,” he argued.“I know two girls younger than me who have babies,” she said, her face serious.“Are they happy about it?” he asked.“I don’t know. I don’t actually know them. But I’m not too young to do that kind of thing.”“Just because you can do it doesn’t. It was hard not to keep her intuition from spilling over.“My Massa senses went off whenever she was in Nik’s line of sight.”“You’re ‘Spider-Negress’ now?” Nik joked.“I’m being serious, Nik.” She playfully slapped his shoulder before continuing. “I could see subtle clues about her feelings that betrayed what she said. She acted pissed at you but I could smell the lust in her. She wants you, badly. I don’t know why. If she was a born Oreo like us, she’d not be in cahoots with her lawyer husband.. We had a two hour layover in Los Angeles, but the flights were long."Debbie bounded out of the ladies room with Dawn over her shoulder. "All fixed!" You seem chipper for a person who has just been flying for nine hours," I said, noticing Debbie's exuberant energy."Slept on the plane," Debbie said.That was weird. "I thought you told me that you can never sleep on a plane," I said."On the way in to New York, Aimee taught me some relaxation techniques," Debbie explained. "I slept like a baby....