It seems you may have been more intrigued by it than you let on that night." I answered. "Very astute of you my Dear and tonight my precious little w...hore we shall endeavor to find out if you are as intrigued by sadomasochism as I am." he said. "Rene? Just what did you have in mind? What do you intend to do to me?" I asked. "Well precious, that is entirely up to you." he said. Rene reached down and helped me to my feet. He stroked my hair and then my cheek. he ran his hands down my torso from. I know I'm just sad right it's not that I am not cute I am I guess it's my glasses I really need to get contacts but my Mom insists we can't afford it and without my Dad around to help I'm screwed! So anyway I left school and wandered home hoping to get mugged or something anything to break up the monotony of my boring life! I got back to our apartment house early Mom was not due home for a couple of hours yet and I would make myself a sandwich and study till she gets back maybe cook us. .. you civilians ... go home ... I won’t even ask you to disarm. Just go home. Live your lives. Obey the law. Pay your taxes. And don’t even think that you’ll become deputies again. That ain’t gonna fly. You’re all banned from serving as deputies for life. Just be good, law-abiding, tax-paying citizens.“As for the rest of you guys, let’s move on to Lancaster and set up shop in the Sheriff’s Office. We need Supervisors. That’s gonna be ... Ryan, Wilbur, Leah, Raquel, and Becca. We need a County. ’ ‘Penny for your thoughts?’ I looked straight at her, moving my face oh so close to hers, and said, ‘If I told you what I was thinking, we may not be friends any longer.’ Over the past few months we had confided in each other on a number of things, from my raising my girls to her being engaged only to find her fiancée cheating with her maid of honor two weeks before her wedding. We commiserated when our parents got ill. I really had kept very few secrets from Barbara and I think she did the.