Neither of us felt the need to get dressed, and we sat down on the sofa and clicked on the TV. We didn’t really watch anything; it was more for havi...ng back ground noise during any of those occasional moments of awkward silence. “So can I ask you a personal question?” I asked Jake breaking our initial moment of silence. “Ahh,” He looked over to me. “I think after what we just did the past couple of hours there really couldn’t be any personal questions that I wouldn’t answer.” “Yeah I suppose. I release her and crawl off the bed. She watches me with curiosity, following me off the bed. In frustration I continue, ‘Jane, I know I said I’d fuck you, but I can’t.’ She grins through red-rimmed eyes. ‘Peter Pan you need to leave Neverland more often.’ ‘Yeah, I try, but that Captain Hook bastard’s got Wendy.’ I say sarcastically. She replies with that maddening grin, ‘You can’t fuck?’ She missed my meaning entirely. I angrily spill out, ‘Of course I can fuck, fucking is all I ever do. I. I told him what wehad planned and at first he seemed shy and embarrassed. I assured him everything was ok and that I would be theretoo. I told him I didn’t want his first sex to be rushedor forced and I knew that Tess would make it memorablefor him. By the time we finished talking, Rudy wastotally excited. I looked at my son, who still had veryboyish features and yet I knew he was ready to become aman. He didn’t seem to mind that I wanted to be in theroom with them. In fact, he. It had gone beyond wanting, I needed him. My muscles contracted around him, and he moved his hands towards my backside, lifting me so that my legs went around his waist. He held me steady, my vagina perfectly angled for him to enter me. I held onto his shoulders tight, kissing his neck as he entered me slowly. It had been a while since I had had sex, and while the slowness was torture, it also felt amazing. He was larger than anyone I had been with previously, and it was a delicious feeling.