?Estoy muy orgullosa de ti!Y complet? el elogio con un suave beso en cada mejilla que consigui?inflarme de orgullo.??Y ahora es hora de que vayamos a ...desayunar! Ven conmigo.Salimos de la habitaci?n del tocador, que cerr? con llave, y recorrimos elpasillo hacia unos ascensores que se vislumbraban al fondo. No hab?a ni undetalle que no recordase a un hospital: las enfermeras, las habitaciones,los carritos de material m?dico... Salvo que no vi ning?n otro interno.Fue mi caminata m?s larga hasta el. The first guy kept making small talk as I browsed the DVDs, when he picked one up and said this is a good one, I looked at it, the title was "Fatties first gangbang", I started to get mad at the reference to my weight but something inside was turned on, so, I just said really? and took it from him, and started reading the cover. He said yes, fatty, I think you would like watching it. Again, I started to get mad, but, again some part of me was turned on. He said, we can go into the theater and. And mom, don't worry about me. I'll be careful."I said it. But even as the words were leaving my mouth I was well aware of how easily I can lose control of a situation. I seem to be very susceptible to being told what to do. The truth is I'm scared to death. But it's an exciting fear. I was more than ready to go for a ride with Toby and his two friends this evening and let them do anything they wanted to do to me.I got to my feet and kissed mom. I told her I love her and started toward the. I must have walked faster than she did because when I got close to the entrance she was a few meters behind me. This time when our eyes met I held her gaze. she did not look away either. She held my stare and, almost imperceptibly, nodded. Without saying a word I held the door open for the apartment building and she walked in.We rode the elevator like to work colleagues, standing next to each other, not touching. We left the lift and I got my card out of my pocket,scanned it, and opened.