After the third gush, he looked up and saw me, my mouth agape. Since then, I had been obsessed with him. I had tried everything I could to get him to... see me like that topless girl in the movie. I tired other guys. Id jerked off one of Milos friends at a party hoping that would be a suitable substitute. It wasnt. Milo heard all about it and more, most of it lies. He confronted me, and I tried to kiss him. He pushed me away, and I cried. But now, as his held fate between his thumb and. “I’m getting a bit cold daddy.”“Oh sorry, I should have realised. I’ll close the doors.”He did then said, “Can I get you anything else?”I was going to ask him to cover me with the blanket, but when I opened my mouth the words said, “No thank you daddy, I’m fine.”Daddy looked up and down my naked body and said, “Well you’ve got the bell. Would you like me to read you a story?”“Daddy, I’m 18!”“Yes, sorry, would you like the television on?”“No thanks.”“I know, your phone.”“I haven’t got my phone,. I asked, “Are you going somewhere tonight?” “Yes I am!” she replied back. “Are you going out with friends?” I replied back. “No, I am not going out with any friends.” “Who are you going out with then?” I asked. “I am going out with Rick tonight.” “Rick! I thought you hated Rick from the office. The guy is a jerk.” “Well, I guess it isn’t any of your business is it?” my wife replied back. She was right. I made the rules, and she was free to go out with whoever she chooses and there. The hair where I need it is missing.I need to put makeup and look pretty, not like someone whois trying to pass. And if I try to pass I might get beat upby someone who believes he is a ?real? man. Or I might justbe lucky enough just to get a snide remark. I need to bewith woman as a woman, not a freak. And if I need to go tothe restroom in a public place it is with a sister or agirlfriend. I need to be with a man as his woman and knowthat he is or will be the father of my babies.I feel that.