No one can find me. No one knows a thing about me. No one knows I am alive. You are a felon and a fucked up recluse. They will arrest you in a minute ...and search for my body on every square foot of this farm. They will convict you of who knows what. They dont need a body to put you away for the rest of your life. No fucking way I am going to leave you. I will stay and face the music. I love you so much&hellip,you have done nothing wrong&hellip,only given me the dreams of a lifetime. Surely,. As a night. Later we started talking more about relationships and bring you up sexual activities and so on the amazing part was how much they were involved in the conversation finally my wife got up from the table and says she's going to take a swim take off her clothes got naked and dope in the pool. I said to myself if that's not a sign I don't know what is and I chuckled. Donna got up from the table and said that sounds like a great idea and before I knew it and before I could turn around. I was kind of embarrassed to look her in the eye knowing what she had witnessed the night before. She took my hand and sat me down on the bed. That's when I noticed I was still wearing the nail polish on my toes.She looked me in the eyes and asked had I enjoyed myself last night as Michelle? I tried to avoid her stare but she looked me in the eyes and without me saying a word she knew the answer. She said I seemed so natural as a girl and the way I responded to Ted she knew she had. Of course I could probably have switched some of ourknowledge too, but I was still wary of that, as it meant changing myselfin a way I couldn't quite agree with.Which might be why I had an issue with Sarah's next idea. I guess acertain level of 'guy stuff' had been building up in her since thatfirst time I turned down her idea of sex. As a guy, in my body, whichwas somewhat youthened and spruced up I suppose, she wanted sex. It wasa physical drive. She admitted to still fancying men,.