"No big deal Joshy -- I like you. I really like your little white ass. Ijust don't work for free. Consider it an act of good faith."I couldn't get out... of there fast enough.••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••Over the next few days and weeks I tried to erase the memory of myexperience to no avail. Try and try as I might the memories of the intensepleasure session with Dev would not go away.The guilt I felt about what I had done was eating me alive. I wasn't gayand never wanted to. Whats taking you so long Steve? The man said rubbing his hand over the big bulge in his pants. Damn youre such a bitch getting gang banged by all these black guys while your husband is downstairs. He is the stupidest guy on the face of the earth not paying attention to you slut. What did you tell our boss the reason youre upstairs Ross? Steve moaned still holding my head and rammed his cock down my throat again. I told him I really had to take a shit and Id come up and wait for you to finish. He'd get this lookon his face just like a puppy has when you put it back down on theground. It's a real sorrowful look. I felt sorry for Daddy. I'd tellhim that he could give me a big hug, if he wanted. He'd look over at mewhenever I said that. He'd smile, but he never held out his arms. So Ialmost never got that hug, at least not whilst my sister was alive.She'd always know when Daddy needed someone to hold, and without askingshe'd run over to him. They'd hug and then they'd snuggle together. The pregnancy had taken so much out of her she didnt make it. Lilly being 6 years older then Linda helped her father raise her sister. When their dad was about 45 years old he met a younger woman in her mid 30s who had one child herself. They dated for about a year before getting married. They decided that they needed to have one child of their own. A year later Ashley was born. This is one of those things that always piss me off. They already had 3 kids but felt they needed one of their own..