The research profile that they have achieved, studying me,will last them a while. I just want to get on with my life and not be acuriosity any longer....So farewell Journal, you have served your purpose.January 1st 2020I found my old journal and read it through. It is hard to remember, now,how difficult I found my transition to femininity. I even find itdifficult remembering what it felt like to be male.I am no longer Mr Trewidden, I am not Ms or Miss Trewidden, I am nowDoctor Fran White. Back in. The overseer's cruelty was well known among the farmers under him. No one had ever defied him before. Jake Morley's insane and his murderous rages could be triggered by the slightest provocation. He had killed one man who refused to obey orders.The young girl Ida Marie was expected to replace the one who committed suicide a week before as her last desperate act in order to get away from his sadistic treatment.Morley climbed back out of the truck and took a short buggy whip with him. He drew. "That..." she continued, whispering into my ear. "...is what I've beenthinking about." Moving her head back, we soon found ourselves staring into each other'seyes. We held our intense gaze for a brief moment before our lust overtook our inhibitions and we became entangled in a long, deep kiss. Tara moaned softly into my mouth as our tongues danced and she pressed her body into mine. Our escalating passion was soon halted, however, as Tara accidentally tipped her glass a little too far,. God, she was beautiful, even in this half-light.“What, then?” I asked, clasping her hand against my shoulder.“Allow the families that are together to love one another – not just fuck,” she answered quickly and firmly. “Have you seen how twisted the McKinnon family is right now?”“That wasn’t me. There’s a long dark history there,” I tried to explain, but I knew an impossible task when I faced one.“I mean, who’s Doc Harris sleeping with this week?” she adding, warming to the subject, “and don’t.