I once heard a tape by Ram Dass, an American spiritual teacher, in which he told of seeing a newspaper article about an abused baby being taken away f...rom his mother. As a police matron tried to take the baby, he kept struggling to remain in his mother’s arms. Although his mother was the one who beat him, she was the one he knew. He was used to her. He wanted to remain in familiar territory.This story illustrates our relationship to our own egos. The ego is our pain, but it is what we know, and. " Really it was just a cover in case his car was bugged. Granted my truck could have been too, but so far, nothing had indicated that anyone had been inside our house and I was pretty confident they would go for the house before the car."You already know the tracks we use," he said. "So just kind of cruise around those and point once in a while. We'll stop a couple times along the way to make it look like we're discussing something." Well that part should be easy since we will be discussing. ”Over the next couple of months Heather and Steve were fucking every chance they could in every room in the house. Heather even asked Steve to try some role playing. Their first time was playing door to door salesman. The next time they played teacher – student with Heather being the student.Heather came up with more elaborate scenarios most where Steve was playing a role for her including their neighbor. He finally asked her, “Would you ever consider actually fucking another man?”“Hell no, I. She does get excited when she turns on her computer and him name pops up that he is online also. This in itself is a rarity because they both have busy schedules. Even if he just left a message when she was not online her heart beats faster knowing that he was thinking of her, if only for that one moment. She knows eventually their paths will cross and they can once again cum together. In a way their connection is wonderful because she is generally a shy person. Online she can talk about sex.