I know that some men would have taken revenge on a cheating spouse too. I was not built that way though. I still loved Sue in spite of everything. Yes..., I still had serious issues about it all, but I felt confident that I would work through those issues soon. Part of that ‘working through those issues’ would be my revenge on that damned asshole. He would suffer mightily for what he had done not only to my marriage, but to many others as well. I had gotten lots of help to work out this revenge. ”She looked at me for a long moment.“You still love her, don’t you?” she asked at the end of it.That marked my turn to think, and I did. Did I still love her, or was the idea of loving somebody what I was stuck on. The short answer was that I didn’t know. What I did know is that she was right, I did still love Cal, but I wasn’t in love with her. She’d shattered that on that night in Munich. The problem was, then and as I sat there thinking about it, the trust issue. I wasn’t going to start. Biting my lips and tongue, gripping onto my tongue bar, making sure I know you're in charge. You run your hands up my top onto my stomach, nails digging in and dragging down towards my jeans. My hands move into your hair tugging slightly, nails scratching against your scalp, I feel you shiver on top of me. You rip my top open exposing my bra, my breath gets caught in my throat, back arching off the bed, you take this to your advantage and kiss my breats above my bra, dipping your tongue. Dharma should be learnt from the Shruti (Holy Writ), and from those conversant with it.Artha is the acquisition of arts, land, gold, cattle, wealth, equipages and friends. It is, further, the protection of what is acquired, and the increase of what is protected.Artha should be learnt from the king's officers, and from merchants who may be versed in the ways of commerce.Kama is the enjoyment of appropriate objects by the five senses of hearing, feeling, seeing, tasting and smelling, assisted by.