That's not a bad thing.My wife Molly and I were married for 35 years. I say were because she was killed in an auto accident a year ago. It was the day... after I retired and we were on the PCH (Pacific Coast Highway) driving north from San Diego. We were going to take a couple of months to drive up the coast and into Canada and then east across Canada to Quebec. We never made it past L.A. A large truck lost control, rammed our car from the rear, and then rolled over us. I was seriously hurt, but. Suzi touched my shoulder, my arm, or my knee, periodically as she spoke.My body had become hyper-sensitive, and each touch sent waves ofsensation through me. From her sly, but loving smiles, I was prettycertain Suzi knew the effect her touches had on me."Ani," she looked at me, "in just three short days, you have developed somuch of your natural feminine beauty and sensuality. And yet," shetouched me again, "the changes are just beginning for you."I looked into her eyes and nodded. My body. Later that night as the k**s were getting ready for bed, she stopped me in the hall and with out looking at me she whispered "i'm sorry for earlier", at which point i put finger under her chin, lifted her face to mine and told her there was nothing to be sorry for and kissed her on her forehead. her face immediately brightened, and she asked what i was doing, i told i was going to read to her br**her and si**er.she smiled and asked if she could come also, and I told her sure, she jumped up. "But kind of, sort of?" he pressed."Well, sometimes. Especially towards your brother, but you know that just as well as I do. You don't need me to tell you that, do you?" Not exactly," he conceded, using her exact tone of voice, and she laughed softly."You give a guy a bag of money and tell him he's the cream of the crop in his profession, and it'll go to his head," Will continued. "I was a complete shithead when I was in my twenties, and the stupid medal made it ten times worse." I didn't.