My stiff nipples dug into his palms. “The girls” were used to only my touch on those many occasions when I had to take care of myself. Now they we...re humbled by a pair of strong male hands. He dragged his mouth down the thin flesh of my throat and with a dip his head under my top, his mouth eagerly found and kissed my tits. This was another sensation I had missed, that hot mouth, moist and hungry around my tender dark raisin nips. And while he sucked, licked and lapped at my tits, his hand was. I ached and wanted to join in, so I sat up and whispered, 'What are you doing', and before he could answer, I got up and went across to him and got in beside him.As his older sister I took command and held him in my hand and started to jerk on his cock, loving the softness and the firmness in the same measure, and within minutes his body shook in convulsions, it seemed to me this must have been the best one he had ever had.I sat up and pulled my t-shirt off, exposing my bare chest, then slipped. But he never was that, and he knewit. He said that he thought marriage to me would fix things and allowhim to lead "a normal life". If he had told me that before we wed, Iwould have told him just how wrong he was. You cannot run away fromthis. This is real.Now he was blandly informing me that I was to become a lesbian.So many transgendered people who have been through what I have beenthrough said to me, "You don't need a man to be a woman", or "Be free ofthe binary world - love the person".. Voicemail darn, but I left a message that I would be showering and shaving myself smooth. I said I would try again after. While I was showering they texted me and said they were at Club Q. Since it was a gay club my fear that they were gay bashers subsided and we agreed I would meet them there. I gathered up my gurl things got dressed with a demi-bra with matching panties underneath my man clothes. When I got to the club I texted that I was there. Since we were supposed to meet in the parking.