She nodded ok, and I gave her a kiss goodbye, but all she said is good god I am sore. I was chuckling at that remark, as I left for work.I hit the job...s and got into the office around 10. I talked with dad for awhile telling him that Shannon was in town, out at the cottage for a weeks stay. I want to take the rest of the week off to show her around. Seeing how the fourth was Thursday and we were off on Friday also, he did not see a problem with me taking the time off. He said that sister. I amexcited about the changes and the challenges that lie ahead. I can'tignore the reality of my situation nor my new role as a wife, a mother,a woman. It's only in the past few months that I've come to feel that I shouldwrite this. There have been incredible changes in my entire perspectiveand with the imminent birth of my child I will transcend into a newrealm of self-awareness. It's funny how being pregnant does that. Perhaps that's such anironically, obvious statement. But its more than. A short while after that she became pregnant and despite all the doctors and specialists advice, she decided to go ahead with the pregnancy, even though it could probably kill her. Ben was born and there lives were complete.Elly had arrived in the street around the same time and as soon as she had seen Ben, she had fallen in love with him and offered to look after Ben whenever Libby and Drew needed her too. She wasn't to know that her looking after Ben would lead to one of the most exciting. I just couldn’t stop. Even when I knew it was Carole, I didn’t hesitate. Her look of approval was all I needed to keep going. She must have needed it as much as I did. Despite all of this, it still came as a shock to me. Even though I knew I’d be fucking Carole at some point during our trip, I hadn’t reckoned on it happening on the very first morning. Initially, I felt guilty but I relaxed more when I discovered that Sally had watched us and that she gave me her approval.I loved Sally today as.