“She wanted to have sex so that she felt more comfortable around him,” he finally said, “And she wanted me to help her. I told her I had no idea... how to help her. She kissed me with a passion I had never felt before and started to unbutton my pants. I loved her so much and was so hurt that she was in love with someone else I let her do what she wanted. I wanted her and if this was how, I was going to take advantage of it.” I could hear the turmoil in his voice and I felt so sad for him. “Nicki. “Renee Brewer? he asked. “Yes that’s me,” she replied with a bit of bemusement. He gave her a big grin. “These are for you from your husband, James.” They were beautiful. A dozen Tudor roses swirled with red and white were supplemented with rosebuds and baby’s breath. A card poked out from between the stalks with her name in delicate calligraphy. She pulled it out and read it. “Dearest Renee, If things happen as arranged you should be reading this just before lunch. I talked it over with your. I want to blow his mind." How so?" As I said, we had a conversation a long time ago...maybe ten years?...we'd worked O.R. for fourteen hours straight and we were beat. We were alone in a hospital lounge and it was the middle of the night. We had a talk where we spoke about our innermost fantasies. He told me that he always wanted a threesome. I laughed and told him that his fantasy was every man's fantasy and I expected more from him. Then he said he meant a threesome with another man. I could. There is only one plug per chain, so they have to decide which hole to fill with it, front or back, which means the other hole is available without question. Of course, many of us don’t wear plugs at all – then help yourself. And the arses of men and transexuals are available to anyone –they cannot refuse. Oral sex is optional.Now, it is 4 pm, I suggest we all go and lie down for a rest, and we will gather in the kitchen at 8 pm for supper, then our guests are due at 10 pm.” She took my hand.