‘My Immortal,’ words and music by Ben Moody, David Hodges and Amy Lee.A second camera focused on Brad sitting at a keyboard as he began a short pi...ano intro to the song. Again he had to alter the song to fit into the allotted time.I’m so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave ‘Cause your presence still lingers here And it won’t leave me aloneThese wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real There’s just too much. The first thing that made me reconsider was feeling and hearing the flash of a camera: one of them was taking pictures! Alarm bells began to go off in my head: just what was going on here? Suddenly, I felt hands on my shoulders, pushing me down onto the floor. I was on my knees, and one of the girls grabbed me by my neck, and pushed my face down onto the carpet. I felt a heavy weight on my back, supplied by one of their bodies sitting on top of me. I was helpless to move. I felt panic. Samuels asked that she help Nichole with her dilation if she hadtrouble. He explained to Nichole that it would be time consuming andpainful but it was needed.Nigel couldn't do it for legal reasons, it just wouldn't look right forher father to help her so it fell to her mother to help her if sheneeded it. The two were told that she had to ensure she used enoughlubrication to prevent undo friction and tearing. It was anembarrassing job but it needed to be done. Nichole tried hard not togiggle at. " There were nods and confirmations all around."Even I feel something similar when I'm around him," Natalie said. "It's never quite as identifiable, but I just feel more alive around him than I do when I'm with anyone else." The same with me," Rebecca agreed. "That's why I immediately jumped in to help him. I didn't have any idea he was magical, I just saw him as a guy who made me feel comfortable and who I could trust implicitly." Yeah, being around him just seems to melt away any feelings of.