"I don't think that's a good idea. Maybe we need to forget what happened the other night." Can you forget? Have you forgotten, Timothy?" She challenge...d him."No," he answered honestly. "But I will. I'm not what you need and you can't live the life I must have." Why Timothy Burleson, I do believe, you are a snob." No, Claire. There are no comforts where I live, no housekeepers, no beauty parlors, and no country clubs. People are sturdy, self-sufficient. They work hard for the things they want and. She easily drifted into that netherworld between sleep and wakefulness. It was almost like a trance where she could feel everything, but her mind was drifting."You boys are making me feel so good," she sighed.Jillian fell deeper into that trancelike state and lost all track of time and space. She was halfway into a dream, a dream stoked on by the powerful feelings the four massaging hands stirred in her body. Without her even realizing it, she'd become very aroused, but body and mind were so. His mind shifted to how much Susan loved orange and he found himself wishing he had found orange condoms back when he and she needed protection.Thoughts of Susan was never far from his mind after that point. He managed to "perform" more than adequately using the orange condom, but that was the last of his erections. By that time the sun was well up, and he begged the evening was over without hurting her feelings.He took a shower and dressed to Maurine's dismay. She kept telling him check out. This was going to be difficult."Gary – Saralinda tried to commit suicide, up there on that bridge, and earlier, with the pills. Now the first thing you need to realize is that most people who try to kill themselves are suffering from depression first. That is, depression is the cause. There may be triggering events, but depression is usually a prerequisite. From what I can gather, she's suffered from moderate depression for about the last ten years.In this case, though, the triggering events.