" I turned my head as much as I could, and I kissed him onthe lips. I poured all my emotional joy and happiness into that kiss, forI wa...nted him to know what he'd done to me. How he'd, in a metaphoric way,given birth to me. He'd made me aware of my true nature, I realized thenand there, and I so desperately wanted to thank him. He broke the kiss off. "But you, you are something else.I am still hard, you're right, and I really want to make love with youagain." He. The TV was on and we were gazing at it but neither of us had any idea what the story line was."I guess I'll take my shower." She said, leaning her head against my shoulder for a few seconds. I squeezed her to me tightly, relaxed my grip. "Okay mom. See you in a while." She leaned forward, stood, and left the room. I heard the bathroom door close.Thirty minutes later it swung open again and in a few moments she appeared in the doorway of the TV room. Her face was flushed, her eyes bright as she. Cindy knew her younger sister Ronnie had broken that rule many times over but that was her problem and she had warned her to be careful who she gave some sugar to before she dished it out. They had already kicked a couple of the Girl Scouts out because they were caught literally with their pants down or down on their knees sucking one of the boys off or they blew the whistle to their parents and they stripped her of her patches and merit badges right in front of everyone else in a humiliating. If she's not serious then she should leave you the fuck alone."Julie stared at me."When did you get so unfeeling?"I gave a mirthless chuckle. "About five years ago," I said as I left the room.Julie did go to L.A., of course. I hadn't doubted for a moment that she would. In fact, she was gone for the airport before I got up the next morning. She left me a note telling me she would call me when she landed."I'm sorry, David," she told me when she called. "She needs me. I had to come down here."I.