“I don’t know mom. I mean I want to help you out and all, but I’d feel kind of funny accepting your friends as my companions. Do I even know the...se people?” I asked.“You know them quite well, I’m afraid. That’s why I am so reluctant to ask this of you,” she replied, honestly.“So, who are they?” I demanded, growing tired of her beating around the bush.“Your cousins,” she answered, flinching.“What!!!” I exclaimed. “Surely, you can’t be talking about the twins. Come on, Mom, you know how I feel. Meine surrender hote hue kaha ki thik hai lekin tum dono haath ko bandhwa lo mujhe dar lagta hai ki kahin jalan thodi bhi jyada hui toh mere upar haath naa chale waise bhi haath nahi hathoda hai tumara. Sun kar muskura di aur khusi khusi haath paanv bandhwa liye. Petikot ka naada pura hi khol diya aur pahle uske nipple chusse boobs dabaye aur light off karke night lamp jala di aur bola ki bura na maano toh ek baat kahun?Aur bola ki mera haath kyun kharab karti ho bulki mere susu se agar ragda. "It'll be alright, Mike," she whispered gently in my ear, making apoint to use my old name. "You'll pull through. You have all of usstanding by your side. We'll never abandon you, you hear me? Never!" I can't..." I tried to speak again, but a gasp and a shudder, followedby more sobs, halted my tongue mid-sentence."Shh," she hushed. Kate was crying softly herself. "It'll be okay.Brother or sister, boy or girl, we're family. Don't you ever forgetthat... Don't you ever forget that!"I longed for a. And that is why I say that I am not gay.Me: well, honestly, I don’t care how you identify yourself, but I am tell…Samer: -interrupts me- what did you just say? How I identify myself? I’m an Arab and I’m a Muslim. There is no gay in Arab and Muslim world. Do you know what gay means to me? It means a non Muslim that offers his ass and mouth. Yesterday I thought you understood that I will use you for this because of what you are.Me: wait so it’s a race and religion thing?!Samer: yes. You are a.