I had always had Joyce back then, so it hadn't troubled me too much. It was a reality that I had been willing to accept.Shirley fell into a grey area ...with me as far as her loyalties were concerned. Sexually, she was definitely my wife, but much more than any of the other wives, Cindy included, she looked to Joyce for any important decisions being made that would either be affecting her or the children. With Shirley, it was more like she was both mine and Joyce's together.Some of our. Mine are whether to become a lawyer following a traditional route or a deviant one." You make it appear simple," dad remarked. "How deviant?" I don't know yet. That's why mum took me aback." I sipped my wine. "May I outline my plans without getting bitten?" Please." On Monday, I'm phoning Craig to learn his notions. If they seem at all interesting, he will arrange a meeting with the Aboriginal Council. Subsequently, I'll need to think through all that's been said and Rachel and I need to talk. After lunch everything was normal. After lunch we went to our room and lie down to get some rest. My mom asked me to turn towards her and she said come closer. She asked me that have you ever had a girlfriend, I replied no mommy. She then asked have you ever kissed a girl before. I replied no. She asked me that do you need a girlfriend. I replied, I guess. Mommy said, Awww you poor thing come here mommy will take care of you and she told me to hug her. She hugged me back and tightly pressing. I must have been going through the files late into the night because when I took a break form it I noticed almost every one now was asleep. Only little Justin was still awake playing a PSP. Having fun dude? I asked quietly. He smiled and nodded. Ok but dont stay up playing that thing too late. I told him before I put the information device down and laid back down next to Adrien. I nodded back off to sleep not to much longer after that and the weird dreams started again. Apocaplypse chapter 18.