" he sounded hoarse."What?" I looked at him."We did it." I know," this conversation didn't sound good."I love you Sophie and I would never want to do ...anything that hurt you." I know. I love you too." I'm just scared. I don't want what happened to Mike and Kaitlin to happen to us," he voiced what I had been feeling."I'm scared too," I said. There was a pause. "Do you regret it?" No. Not at all." Are you sure?" I had a feeling that he was."Yes. I love you," he paused. "Do you?" What? Regret. She told him she needed to learn how to care for him, so tomorrow night she was going to come in and have the nurse show her everything to do.He thought. 'You might get more than you bargained for.'He tried to tell her there was no hurry but she never listened to him anyway. Finally, he just gave up. After he had eaten dinner, he told his mom he was really getting tired. She kissed him on the cheek and said she would see him tomorrow.After he called the nurse for more pain medicine, he called. Aunty boli yahan kaise karenge itni tez baarish ho rahi hai. charo taraf jungle jaisa mahol hai.mujhe to dar lag raha hai tum ghar per hi karna. maine aunty ko zor se pakda or apni taraf kheench liya. unke dono haath peechhe kiye or unko kiss karne laga.aunty bhi mera saath dene lagi. wo aise kiss kar rahi jaise mujhe khaa jayengi. maine unke haath chhod diye or unki gaand ko dabane laga. paani mein bheegi hui unki gaandmujhe pagal kar rahi thi. maine ek haath se apni zip kholi or apna lund. Even the teachers. That’s probably why they didn’t do anything when the other kids beat up on him.I: Did you beat up on him?Doe: No! I’d been taught that just ‘cause someone is smaller than you don’t mean you go beating up on them. That’s why when the other kids did I stopped them. I was big for my age so when I stepped in the other kids backed off. I got in trouble for bullying, of course, but I knew I was in the right.I: And how did Doc … I mean Ernst react to this?Doe: He thanked me and said.