‘This one I definitely had to check with Meredith on,’ Zach said, ‘because up until about five seconds ago, Meredith had kept it so quiet that o...nly nine people in the whole world knew about it, all of whom are up here at the head table. But Meredith said she wanted people to know. And that, since I was blowing all the juicy gossip on Brandon, I might as well do it for her as well.’ Subdued laughter. ‘So, let’s take a look. Two people, both feeling lonely. Both misunderstood. Both at extreme. She flattened her hand and rubbed his chest. His hair felt so wonderful and soft, there is nothing like a man with chest hair. She rested her head over his heart. She could feel every beat on her cheek. While she took him in, he took each shoulder in his hands, massaging them gently. He could tell she carried all her tension there. She deserved a good massage. He lifted her up to a sitting position and then turned her around. He began to rub her shoulders in earnest. The sweet smell of her. “Yes, she is." I smile back, trying to decide what I'm seeing in her eyes. "And so are you, Jewel."“Why, thank you, kind sir." She giggles — a light, girlish tinkle — and it sends a shiver down my spine as I look at her lips, full, soft, and slightly pouting."Beautiful enough to dance with, would you say?"“Oh, very much so."She takes my arm and we walk up to the patio and join other couples dancing to the music from a six-piece band.I expect to hold her at arm's length, but she's having none of. That absolutely rocked! Not only multitasking, but doing philosophy - WOOHOO! I had some trouble naming sources, but still I was kicking ass.I was apprehensive about my meeting today. I worried about it for like two days. I was like this is gonna suck. I don’t want to talk about the Night of Hell, but I have to if I want to get better. My therapist is a Malaysian cutie with a Masters in counseling. She was very nice and easy to get along with. Today was mostly a meet and greet with a couple of.