But what if Troy was wrong? What if all she had been doing was what she considered harmless teasing? What if the only reason for her being in my bed w...as that she just needed to feel close to some one? I carefully got out of bed so as not to wake her and went downstairs, had breakfast and then headed off to class.I don't think I gained any knowledge during any of my classes that day as my mind wasn't anywhere near the classrooms. All I thought about was what my mother had been doing lately and. I also felt like something was different, she just seemed distant. I honestly felt like she was less comfortable with me all of the sudden. Anyways, over the last couple of months I have been keeping the flirting up but I felt like I missed my opportunity with her. Then over the Holidays we had a lot of people on vacation and things were slowing down so it seemed like I was just seeing her more. On Tuesday when I came in we spoke and she told me her Heater wasn't working. She told me she. Gone was journalism, but what would replace it? He had been given a vision of the future, but how to meld that with what he would learn at university? Thankfully, he had at least a year to make up his mind.He knew from his study of history, looking back from a twenty-first century perspective, that a number of significant developments in the computer world happened in a very short period of time in the early-to-mid sixties. Fortran language used to develop programs was among them, along with. The priest came today as well. For a while we discussed the service, and what would happen to me. He spoke of the beauties of heaven, and did his best to re-assure me. Still, I know the end is near, and I am so afraid. Oh God, please... please... give me peace.***October 5Here the diary resumes in another handI, Jonathan Douglas, resume this diary, that the events concerning the passage of my beloved Leona may be recorded for posterity. Yesterday night she took this from beneath her pillow and.