"Sherri's eyes grew cold."Consensually," I hastened to add. "I don't actually want to hurt her. I'm just so ... so..." Angry?"I nodded. "And frustrate...d." I bit my lip. "I mean, I know I'm not innocent, but she was the one that started the photos, and she was the one that blew me. It's not all my fault!" It's okay to get mad," Sherri said. "I won't mind."I stared at her."It'll be good for you," she said, before taking another sip of coffee.I swallowed hard, and then realized she was right. I'd. It was just after noon when Rachel was wheeled to the OR. I sobbed as she left. I asked my parents to leave for a bit to which they reluctantly agreed, I wanted some time alone. I sat in her room feeling lost and desolate. I found myself thinking horrible thoughts that I was disgusted at myself for having. As much as I loved her I considered leaving her. There was no way I could look after someone that was so disabled. I couldn’t live any of the dreams I’d had with Rachel now that she was a. Yes, I know, totally unfair to take advantage of her weakness. However, in my defense, I was suffering from sore feet, shin bruises from hitting the coffee table, and a sore elbow from one fall that even Melia couldn't figure out how I managed to do that. So I took ruthless advantage and started pursuing her around the apartment, unmercifully.Now, before you get the idea this was sexual, you really do have to realize that we are both straight. I did manage to lose my virginity right after high. Maine poora din sb larko ko jamkar line di…….lakin afsoos iska koi fayda nhi hua. lgta tha kiMujhe to apni badlav ka pata hai , lakin ye sb mujhe wohi purane vichoran vali sonam samaj rhe hain. mera kisi bhi period mein dhyan nhi laga us din aur college khatm hote hi apni ik frnd ke saath bus mein baith gyi.bus mein bhut bheerh hone ki vajah se bhut mushkil ho rhi thi.tabhi maine dekha ki meri frnd ke piche ik uncle khara hai aur chupke-chupke apna lund uski gaand pe ragar rha hai. meri frnd ko.