It's built out of a lot of things, but if you pound it enough, it just can't be sustained. Like you. If you still loved me deeply after all the shit I... piled on you, I'd probably have no respect for you. Even if I showed complete contrition, you'd, I don't know, either have to feel you deserved to be treated badly or were completely unlovable except by me, or for some other pathological reason needed to be with me. It would be sick. Obviously, that's not the case. You've got Karen, who, I've got. Kissing was good but maybe it was because my eyes were closed, I don’t know. Megan rose from the bed. She started to undress and removed her blouse. Underneath she had a fortress for a bra. It was underwired and difficult to remove. I needed two hands; usually I get by with two fingers and really good technique. I smiled as I managed to undo the clasp. Her breasts bounced out of the bra as she let it fall from her shoulders. Megan had enormous breasts. They were huge. I cupped them in my hand. I think the final straw was discovering me in thepool house with the gardener's assistance in a very compromisingposition, well, actually several positions.I took my inheritance from gran and split. I had enough money just totell the doctors what I wanted. I had a vision and wanted it to be me. Sobefore I turned twenty-one, I had reinvented myself. I even changed myname to Cynthia.When dad's lawyers finally contacted me, I laughed. The sixty-year-oldfart finally needed me. At first, I was. Tucker moved over closer to the edge of the pool and sat down with his legs in the water. I cupped water in my hands and poured it over my breasts hardening my nipples. Tucker didn’t have to be told that this was an invitation. He slid the rest of the way into the water and we began wading around together. I climbed up on his back and sat on his waist pressing my breasts against his back as he continued to wade around going deeper into the water. Using his arms to help hold me on I began.