It would have been a shame to have never have it reach its potential don’t you think?”“It sounds silly but I love it. Not you I mean… it! I wi...ll be sad not to hold it again.” I replied sincerely. “I’m going to miss it.”“I have a present for you in my bag. A little surprise for you. A parting gift. I will leave it for you on the chair. I hope you find happiness with your young friend in there. Good luck Ben. Good luck for the future.”I thanked him gushingly. This wasn’t a relationship of lovers.. . we did everything by ourselves and that bastard dad eloped with rich women at the first signs of trouble.. it is been only you and me since then against this harsh world and we have had each other s backs in times of trouble.. we have shared some joyous moments together and I have always and also in future ll protect you.. please don’t leave me.. I cant survive without you.. just be with me throughout and be my wife.. I assure you that u ll never regret for choosing me and making this big. "Would you come out then, Wanda? You like it out there, right?" Yes, I'll come. I love it out there. Those folks are so free and easy. I don't want you to think I'm too much of a free love type of person, too much of a swinger." Wanda, you are what you are. Thank you for including me in your life. I enjoy being with you. I'll learn to be more open and enjoy what is offered in life. I only need to follow and I'm sure I'll learn from you."She said, "I'll meet you at Tom's and Zena's."(ATTENTION. So after showing them to the changing and shower room, I walked Gwen back upstairs holding her hand.When we reached the second floor, Gwen asked, “So this it? We’re just going to have sex until it’s gone?”I said, “Not exactly. We have to follow the fantasy the way you remember it playing out.”“The way I remember it?”I shrugged and said, “You’ve made changes to it since last summer. In my fantasies, I never took it as far as full intercourse.”Gwen scoffed, “Full intercourse? If you mean fucking,.