’ I looked up to see two guys walking over toward us. I assumed them to be June’s brothers. I quickly pulled my shorts and pants back up, as June ...bent and pulled her panties up. ‘Damn, those bastards. You promise me that you are not going to date anyone else before you go out with me, Mac. You don’t leave this place before we get together again. Promise?’ ‘I promise, June. I guess I’ll go help unload my van. I’ll be watching when you play, June. Please watch me too.’ ‘I wouldn’t miss it, Mac.’. Jerrod had insinuated as much earlier."How are our pretty boys holding up?" I asked Jerrod when he came into the room."They are thrilled to have some real drama in their lives. They could not be happier." He said."Good, you do have the LED flashlight?" I asked."Picked it up in the Ship's Duty free shop. Do those guys in the boat know what to look for?" he asked."They have been told and they are pros, so it's all we can do. It's what I promised you Jerrod. Your friends have a better than 50/50. Vo mere bare me kya sochti hogi. usne deepa ko kya bataya hoga lekin kuch nahi hua. aur aise pura week chala gaya.Dusre Saturday ko uska phone landline se aya aur me kuchh kahu usse pahele usne kaha ki kal dophar 2 baje tum is pate par ajana, itna batakar usne phone kaat diya. me sochta hi rahe gaya. me us se mafi magna chhata tha par usne muje ye kahne ka time hi nahi diya dusre din me tayar ho dophar 2 baje ki raah dekhta us se mafi magne ke bare me aur usse kia bat karunga vo soch raha tha.. My head still thumps as a tide of panic rises. I know where that leads. I can't embarrass myself twice in an evening.Saffie's mellifluous tones filter through the tumbling thoughts. "You can do this. I believe in you." She pauses and brings her hand to my face, nudging my focus to her with gentle pressure from a fingertip. "If it makes you feel any better, I could touch myself too. So you're not alone."I don't seem to have control of my senses. Mouth flaps open and closed. Mind scrambles to.