." This revelation sent a shock wave of lust through my body! I had fantasized OFTEN about beginning a sexual relationship with mother, and the oppo...rtunity to fulfill those dreams seemed to be at hand! A faint musky scent seemed to be in the air as we peered at each other, eye-to-eye. I reached out, slowly and gently placing my left hand on her right hand. Tears welled up in the corners of her eyes... She leaned towards me, I leaned in towards her and we kissed each other full on the lips. I was continuing the boob pressing. In my mind, I know can’t do anything now, but I can do anything to her. So I lifted her saree and petticoat. I lowered her panty and opened my zip. I started to rub my dick over her pussy. But this time mom spoke.Mom: Son, stop it.I was not in the mood to stop.Me: But please mom at least let rub on you for a few minutes. (softly in her ear)Mom: Just be quickI continued rubbing her pussy with my dick. The diver put a sudden break which made move forward. My. There was a staff meeting at lunch time, so that would be out of the question too, I’d just have to wait till I got home. Sitting on the train home was the longest thirty minutes of my life. My mind was telling my body that relief was to come soon, my arousal building, waiting for the release my body so needed. Would the apartment be empty when I got in? I open the apartment door, hanging my coat up. The apartment is silent, I make my way to the bedroom, pulling the sheets back, and slip off my. I am a Father and I am a Dad. I wanted to be part of their lives and not at the edge but the center as it should be. So I stayed. I sometimes wonder about this decision. Was it worth it? I am now turning 50 years old and my life is normal from an external viewpoint but internally, inside me? I am a mess. I need some tenderness and understanding and physical contact. Touching, cuddling and so forth. These are things that I desperately need and I am not getting. To feel a woman’s soft body.
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