The man that I had fallen in love with was a prostitute. He slept with women for money.I remember asking him to take me home. If he said anything afte...r that, I didn't hear it, I was in some sort of shock. I didn't know what to think or do. I was crying as I left his car and ran into the house. Thank God, the kids were sleeping. My mom asked me what was wrong and I told her I couldn't talk now. I just said that Jeff and I had a big disagreement.I know he called all weekend but I didn't answer. Thought the night was over when me and Dave got in a cab, Dave gave driver address and we headed off me feeling a bit lightheaded from copious amounts of alcohol. Eventually we stop out side some apartments that I’ve not seen before ‘come on’ says Dave and I follow him out after paying the fare. He presses the buttons on the entry system and the door swings open, I follow him to a first floor apartment. We are greeted at the door by Jane ‘I believe you two have met before’ says Dave as he. I am still laying on the mattress in the dungeon. I look over at the clock on the side wall, it shows the time to be just past 11AM. Last think I remember is going to sleep on a mattress down here in the dungeon just a few hours ago. I can only turn my head from side to side, but I don't see anyone, or hear anyone. All my muscles are sore from the pounding I took the night before.Darren comes down the stairs and walks over to me. “I hope you enjoyed the little party last night. Today will. ”I nodded, “I did, but I suppose some of the lessons have been lost in the busyness of my life.”“Well, it’s time to stop and smell the roses,” Kara said. “Have some FUN.”I smiled, “I’ll try.”“That is, in the end, all we can do, as you always like to say.”I nodded, and we finished our tea and went to join the rest of the family.February 19, 1994, Chicago, IllinoisSaturday, after class, Mitsuko asked to talk to me. She’d ended up sparring with Therese, and had shown surprise when Sensei had given.