"Okay, you're clear," he announced."What? What was--?" Oh. Right. Sorry." Now he seemed embarrassed. "I wasn't trying to lead you on with that kiss or... anything, honest. I definitely wasn't expecting you to kiss me back. I mean, I didn't even know you felt that way about me. Otherwise I would have found a different way to check you out--one that didn't get your hopes all up and everything. I thought you only liked girls." I wasn't--" I mean, I think you're super-sweet, and really cute, and you. In a way, though, I did you a slight favor. You mentioned less guilt. Think about it. It’s what I call the ‘absolution effect.’ Being mind-controlled absolves you, in effect, of any sins that you commit while hypnotized. It’s not your fault, so on some level, you can just relax and enjoy it.“Barbara Jean really wants that, because she’s such a Jesus Freak, even now, that she feels extreme guilt over things like letting Cheyenne suck her tits and letting Van fuck her right after Brock. The. I'm getting back to my usualclothes and I'm not wearing anything special over my chest either!"My reaction was so sudden and loud, I think I shocked them a little andthey backed off. I was suddenly allowed some privacy to change back tomy normal clothes. To my surprise, the swelling did go down by the timeI went to bed, even without the bikini top! Definitely not falling forthat again!January 22Dear diary, It seems that I only write here if something out of theordinary has happened. After. I got scared and made some distance. I was afraid that she could make a scene and I’ll be in deep trouble. She looked away and got busy with her son.After a few minutes, that amazing view and those ugly thoughts showed its effect and again that occasional rubbing started.She looked at me, but this time didn’t give any expressions and looked away, didn’t even bother to adjust her top or cover it. This gave me a little courage and started rubbing the dick against her arm more often.This one time,.