”“Allie, are you okay? What’s wrong?”“I didn’t miss my bus today, I was waiting for you. I don’t work at the mall, I wanted to park some...where with a little privacy to tell you how I feel. Jim, I’m in love with you.” Her face was beet red and it looked like she had stopped breathing in anticipation of his response.He could feel the heat in his own face and knew that if he spoke immediately his voice would quaver as well. His training as a high school teacher had covered this type of situation. The same day I gave you a problem to solve and went outside with the excuse that ‘I wanted to stretch’. Guess what happened? I actually went to the physics lab and locked myself in.I lifted my saree and removed the panty I was wearing and saw that I got wet after listening to you masturbate thinking about me. That was when I realized that you actually had a crush on me and you loved helping me.(I didn’t expect that these many events would have happened. Beena unbuttoned my t-shirt.)She didn’t. I feel him in my mind, reaching for me in that instant where sleep and wakeness blend. I can feel his touch, I let myself go, I orgasm in blinding flashes of light, it has to be him. No one else has ever made me feel like that. I awake, he is gone. Was he here? I think so, I know so. Even if I am wrong, I feel it in my body and mind. Ted looks after me still. {I touch myself, still damp from him, then I cry. Is grief endless?} I am 50, I will be 51 soon. I am one of those who gets shortchanged. My cock literally striving a lot to come out off the pants, it never bulged as that night, my god I couldn’t resist any more and removed all my clothes shamelessly in front of my sweetie to which she got more exited & pulled me towards her & started French kissing.After that she came down from the table sat on the knees hurriedly took my extremely bulged cock& started blowjob in between licking my sexy heavy balls I think it lasted for 3 min & am in a stage to climax but thought this wouldn’t.