I was getting caught up in my plans to leave. One night, everything stopped. While I had been at a gun show one Saturday morning, Lucy surprised a bur...glar in my apartment. I found her body in my living room, a small bullet wound behind her left ear.I called 911 immediately. The police came and questioned everyone. I sat in a squad car, numb and blaming myself for involving her in a situation I couldn't control. After the police left, I sat in my living room. Her death had accelerated my plans,. I didn't know sex could feel so good. I've never orgasmed with a boy before."I looked over at Cheryl and said, "I'm glad you enjoyed it. You're very sexy. Have you had sex very often?" Bruce and I did it four times in the month before we broke up." You said I didn't need a condom even though you aren't on the pill. What did you and Bruce use for birth control?" A couple times Bruce pulled out before he shot off. The other times he got too excited and didn't pull out." Aren't you afraid he got. A noise was made & he got scared someone would find what he was doing so he pulled my pants back up & left the room. This was the first of many incidents that all lead to the same thing.2nd Time There I was bored in my room texting my bf or friend who knows. They take forever to text back so I doze off. Don’t remember if I was supposed to have my phone or if I got it taken & stole it back for a little so it was on dnd. Which is probably why I didn’t realize they texted back before I dozed off.. I waited until he was more or less himself. Then I said, "That bad ass gang shit won't save you here. We have you and we are not even a little afraid of your gang of homies. So listen up, because I can make you look like Sweet Sammy there anytime I want." I said it as I pointed to the picture, which could have been Sammy hanging dead in the same kind of chair.Sweet Sammy looked really rough in the picture. He had blood and vomit on his face and clothes. "So here is the deal, Sweet Sammy told me.