As I found out later she had been planning on going out, but with Perry. This was part of the problem she gets all dressed up, and then sits around th...e house waiting for him to drag his drunken ass home.Looking at her was when my opinion of the evening changed. I'd only seen her in a tube top once before. Her tits were just too big. It barely covered them and her nipples were poking out. They were full of milk too. She had on cut-off jean shorts that ended right at her ass cheeks. Her hair was. Martha offered me any girl in the House including herself. We had done that a good bit in the past, but I turned them all down, had a drink or six, and went to bed alone. It was one of the lowest points of my life, not the lowest but low.Three days later, Esther returned. She came to me with tears in her eyes, sobbing. I took her in my arms and held her close for a long time. Eventually, the tears and sobs stopped, but I still held her. We were there for a long time with her in my arms. Finally. The smell of her perspiration filled my nostril. I glanced at her face, but she wasn't fazed about running into me. The woman's smoldering expression was focused on a man who was laughing at her. Red flooded the distracted woman's face and she fled the room. The laughing man hadn't been in the gym a few minutes ago; I would have noticed him.A few men near me shook their heads in disapproval at the offending man and walked off. This left me standing alone at one side of the mat circle and a half. I don't understand anything you'resaying." Its no more convoluted than your being Hard Hal. Explain that."Debbie, of course was right. Hal wondered if a philosopher sometimeand someplace had ever said something like "an erection is worth athousand words," because for Debbie and him it could not be more true. ***On Wednesday, one week after he had first done the laundry, he againran into Lila in the laundry room. Debbie had gone off to her classand she had given.