He neither feared her running away from him in disgust nor her judging him inadequate. She was not going to reject him. The cruelty and spite were no ...more. After all, she had already done that and not only was he still standing but she asked to stand next to him. In these moments of introspection, a happy sigh would escape his lips.While Porter found a fundamental peace that he had never had before, his future was frightening. The rest of the day was complete with moments of terror and abject. Though, even thinking back to these memories you can only seem to grasp the knowledge and skills they contain.You wander the planet aimlessly, your muscles ache and your stomach growls. As you come over a hill you see what appears to be a battlefield. It is covered with spider-like beings and brown robots. A massive golden ship hovers nearby. You are once again overwhelmed with knowledge. You learn that what you see is a battle between a race of networked intelligences known as the vex and. He would catch me looking every once and a great while, but we carried on the conversation like nothing happened. "We're just guys. Everybody looks once in a while." Over time we became pretty good friends and would drive to work together and hang out on our days off. I started catching myself looking at his crotch in his jeans trying to find the bulge and distinguish his cock from his balls and the tip from the shaft. I would think to myself what are you doing?! That's fucking gross! So. “Who gives a shit about that?”“That’s not nothing,” Paul said sincerely. “I’ve been watching you carefully and been really impressed with what I’ve seen. I think God works through you more than you know.”I looked up at him, surprised by this odd rebuttal. I wondered where he could be going with this bullshit.“I don’t mean to take away from your childhood suffering Buck, I really don’t so please don’t misunderstand me but ... everyone has a rough childhood. We’ve all been betrayed by family. We.