" If you come over here today, Dave, I'll make sure you have a good time." No, you'll make sure you have a good time. You never care if I have a good ...time or not, because you are totally selfish that way." That isn't true. When was the last time we did things together when you didn't have a good time too?" Yesterday, on the phone, and the time before that when you yelled at me over the phone, and then told me to stay away from you." I said when we did things together, like making out, and stuff. She poured kerosene around the house before walking out. Standing in front of the place she called home. She threw the lantern into the house with all her might. The fire burning the small shack quickly. She stood there just watching it burn. The heat and smoke burned her eyes, but she did not cry. She would never cry again. …………….. Leaning against the railing of the ship, feeling the soft ocean breeze on her face, the sweet smell of water and salt filling her nostrils, the soft lapping of the. I talked with Fred Miller the bartender, and I told him where I intended to go after dinner. He told me that it was a good country bar. I was wearing some nice clothes, but I didn't have on my boots or western threads. I saw the door open, and in walked Laura, a most breathtaking sight. She had on the tightest jeans that she possibly could squeeze that body into without hurting herself. Her body was slender, but muscular, and she had on a western shirt and cowboy boots that were in the high. Certainly you are more than I deserve now.I screwed up badly. I didn't talk to you enough and I didn't share my heart. I can only say that I was afraid, and I let that fear dominate my decisions. I should have told you about the pictures earlier. I should have told you about my desires and frustrations with Sharon. I should have told you about my feelings for you.For you were right. Our love would have been enough to get through things, if I'd chosen love instead of fear, frustration, and.