When she gets there, she joins the other Ish in her room and sits on the bed.“You’ll never guess what I did last night,” Zaria says in a high wh...isper the moment her ass hits the bed.Yesenia looks at her friend for a second. Then a sly smile caresses the corner of her lips. “Really?”“My daddy said we can’t talk about it,” Zaria warns. “He said you should not have told me about your dad. He said if anyone finds out we’d all be in trouble.”“Or course we would,” the other Ish says, sounding very. Even the TV was silent, or else turned too low to hear from the upstairs hallway. When she had got up to shower, however, Jimmy had been in the living room watching some stupid science fiction movie at top volume. She crept to the top of the stairs and listened some more. "Jimmy!" she called, but there was no answer. She tried again, then decided he must have gone outside to play with his stupid friends. She went downstairs quietly.After confirming that she was alone in the house, she went back. I felt like a steak surrounded by three hungry dogs. I was harder than I had ever been. I need to have sex with you right now. Im sorry Jake. Im in too much pain right now. She saw the disappointment on my face. I want to, you just dont understand what they did to me. Alright, I responded, you tell me while I jerk off. I held her with my left arm, stimulating myself with my right. Ok, just dont get mad at me. It was about what you would expect at first. Two guys held my legs, one each, while. Even though you just know that you "Know" once doubt is planted it grows and grows until you find out that you absolutely have to "Know For Sure." Cyn's need for sex wore me out that night, but as exhausted as she had gotten me I still couldn't sleep. I tossed and turned, stared at the walls and ceiling and pictured Cyn lying naked on a bed with her legs spread wide and making "come here" gestures to a room full of faceless black men. In the morning over breakfast I casually asked Cyn if Kansas.