” Again I said, “no, not interested”. On one hand this sounded exciting while on the other, the thought of a man’s cock in my mouth sounded re...volting. He continued to try to convince me and finally succeeded by promising that I could quit any time I wanted.He took off his pants and his cock was already hard and popped out and I got into position on my knees in front of him. He then encouraged me to touch it and like last night I did. This was almost surreal. I could have never imagined I would. . fuck! It really is that I feel like I've been lying to Alexis. I've been extremely careful not to lie to her, but by omission, I've lied. And I'm just afraid of the guilt. And that guilt is holding me back from pushing her more physically too. So we're stuck at this physical/emotional barrier. And it's all my fault.And once I figured that out a few days ago, I know she noticed. I'm a bit withdrawn, and she can tell something's up. The guilt is good for one thing—I've thrown myself into fixing. Then I sucked his nipples and noticed that it is getting harder, slowly hold his right nipple with my lips, sucked slowly and pinched his left nipple with my hands. Now his hands came around me and rest on my ass and pressed it hardly towards his cock. I just moved my hip so that my pussy touches his cock. So we experienced both body heat and getting hornier. He then came up my hip and enters my back and released my bra hook. I slowly released my bra and now my boobs are just 5 inches away from. Slowly I removed her top and my god it was such a scene for me. She was wearing a purple colored bra and the boobs were nicely placed inside them. I started licking the bare skin at the cleavage and also unbutton her bra.I made her sleep on the bed and pounced on her sexy milk factories like a hungry dog. I was kissing them biting the nipples. While I was doing she removed my shirt we both were half naked. When I started to move towards her love hole she said let’s do 69 and we will undress.