“The way she put it to me was that the demographic Elle serves, which is women aged twenty to forty, would have an interest in you and your story. T...hink of it as opening up a whole new demographic to your Q-Rating—the cougar set.”I could just see him struggling mightily to hold in the laughter. Hmmm.“Okay, but I’m not going to put myself out for it. If they want to do it that bad, she can interview me at the house.”“I’ll let her know. We’ll see what happens,” he replied.When I finally got home,. ..well it was three at the same time really! My then 'boyfriend' picked me up after school telling me we were invited to a party, being a naive 14yo I never thought to ask what sort of party but I would soon find out!We drove to a block of flats near Rochdale, Dave buzzed a flat number and a voice said," Yeah man come on up", the door opened and we entered a nearby lift, taking it to the fourth floor. Getting out we moved to Flat 435 and Dave knocked. The door was opened by a middle-aged black. )Judy had a legal pad covered with notes which she referred to almost constantly. She wanted to shoot parts of several different scenes in that room, including some nude and sleepwear scenes, and the actors were kept busy while they weren’t on camera, getting ready for their next appearance.So far they’d stayed clothed, although the drinking game sections had involved some making out and intimate touching under the clothes. I’d been a little worried about my likely reaction when the first girl. He laughed and asked ifI could keep a secret. I said, “Of course.” He told me he would go to X-rated book stores and intothe peep booths and let guys suck him off. I wasstunned by his admission but found myself gettingaroused just talking about it with him standing there.He saw my hardening cock and asked if I had ever suckeda man before. I told him no and he said, “I have andit’s really not bad at all.”He was casually stroking himself as we talked. I juststared.