The tears had finally run free.My body tensed up due to all the abuse."Ok, shithead that was pathetic . Don't tell me that's all you got. Huh, you're ...crying, oh it feels so good to hear your pain you know."She then got up and pushed me off the bed. Leaving me to sleep on the carpet she dozed off just like every night. But unlike every night today was special, today I was going to leave my mommy behind and finally run away. I had been stealing money quietly just for this time. I went outside of. ? You start to order me around at your will. Take that cock off and suck every bit of it clean.? I do but still you push my cock down mythroat watching me suck it and telling me to lick it up and down while youwatch intensely to make sure I am cleaning up the mess your shithole left allover it.? I have your mess all around mymouth on my cheeks and you tell me what a piece of shit whore I am with mydisgusting mess on my face and it must stay there until you say so.? The you drag me by the hair. She's a brunette with small, shapely breasts and all the right curves. I used to half-close my blinds when I was watching for her so that I could watch without her knowing. I didn't want her to think I was a complete pervert or worse, to stop coming out to sunbathe. One day, I wasn't thinking and left the blinds open while she was out there. I watched for quite a while, my erection showing my pleasure at the sight. When she turned over, I figured I'd get another great shot of her flat stomach. Because she wasan attractive woman but not really being good at doing anything, she wasalways looked down upon and not taken seriously, this made her feelfrustrated and unsatisfied. Maybe she would have been happy andaccomlished now if only she were born male instead!...or maybe not...Ohwell, in any way she already made her choice so she will be Adam a whilelonger. But she will control him, she is positive on this, he will notmingle with her friends, identity or sexuality any longer. Evelynn.