Ernie is having a real bad day, and I've been watching Nelda. I think she's having chest pains but won't say anything."That'll make you get a cold swe...at. "I'll be right there. Call their doc and see if he'd rather us just go straight to the emergency room." I hung up and was going downstairs instantly.I told Debbie that I had to leave, as Ernie and Nelda weren't feeling well and was in my truck, pushing traffic all the way home.As I pulled up to the patio, there was an ambulance in front. I. He was proper shocked. I don’t know what come over me. Just did it. Combination of the alcohol and like years of hiding my feelings how I felt about him. Wanted to do this for years. Fantasised about doing it loadsa times, kissing him on the lips. Had to stop myself from doing it loadsa times, especially after I’d had a drink. That’s been the hardest, after I’ve had a drink. That’s when your true feelings come out. Innit? There’s been loadsa times when I’ve been sitting in a pub having a drink. It doesn't sound as snobby." Pan said in a petulant voice, his nose raised in the air. The twinkle in her eyes made Kat smile, even as she hated how much he had sounded like Mr. Dean Chalmers, the prig."Ok. So what does this have to do with my problem?"When I was recruited, they Agency knew all about my parents, and about my financial situation. They are quite thorough, you know, in doing background investigations. The accountant that handles the family finances is my brother." Pan stopped, now. But everyoneagreed, when all was said and done, that it was a harmless habit. The only flies in the ointment, as far as Carol was concerned, were her cousin'soccasional bad dreams and her sleep-walking. Sometimes, she would be wokenby the restlessness of her bed-fellow, protest drowsily, and fall asleep again.Then she would wake at their usual hour to find Jane curled up asleep on thefloor, with no covering of any kind. But the dreams were worse. Asleep in herarms, Carol would be woken by.