I have dreamt of it often. But wouldn't it be i****t if we had sex together?"I heard Lu answer, "Yes, it would be but if I was posing for you naked an...d you had to give me personal directions, maybe it wouldn't be i****t."Kyle said to her, "I have an idea. You and dad want me to video you two having sex, right. So, when we do that video, what if I didn't like how dad was fucking you and I had to show him how I wanted it done for the video. Would that work?"I heard Lu squeal, "That's a terrific. "You mean you actually had sex with another woman, on top of everything else, mom?" It just happened, honey. Things like that just happen. Just like it just happened that you gave Paul a head job in the back seat."Jennifer didn't know what to say. She sure didn't want her mom to find out about that, but it looked like it was too late. Her mom was starting to get the upper hand."Hell, Jennifer, if you're going to go passing judgement on me, then I shouldn't even let you see him at all."Jennifer. I finally drove the tire iron into the lock and the trunk started to open. I grabbed the brace and managed to hold it mostly closed. Looking out the gap I saw only bush, snow and an empty road behind me.We were getting further and further from the city. The car was going too fast for me to survive jumping out. Even if I did the trunk would fly open on its springs. I could see only two ways of dealing with this.Holding the trunk lid with one hand I used my other hand to feel for wiring going to. I fixed his favorite cup, and took him his morning decaf coffee in bed. I remember reaching out to touch and wake him, and knew instantly at the touch that he was gone. {Oh God please! Wake up and drink this!} I sank to my knees and stayed there, finally realizing he lay there quietly, a soft and peaceful smile upon his face. At last, no more pain. I deeply believe that Ted is here with me. Ok, say I am nuts, maybe I am! But I hear him speak out loud, plain as day. In that moment between sleep.