(Hubby disappeared for a 2-night visit with his mistress in Stockholm. I hate that little cunt. She who must never be named-SWMNBN, but that is a wh...ole different story. And I forgave hubby when he came home. I am not suppose to know when he sees her, but this time there was a little mix up---I had his phone when a text came in.)First weekend in March, Karin came by and enjoyed the first ‘sunroom’ warmth, and, of course, hubby. I got so hot watching, I called up Anne and had her come over. There was a girl called shuba (name changed) in our building. She was extremely beautiful. She had been given the prize for miss good shepherd school. I do not know when but I fell in love with her. She was extremely straightforward and refused to give me any bhav. I tried all my tricks to impress her but to no avail. I used to touch her or brush against her at every opportunity. Since my love, life was going nowhere I decided to act a little boldly. We were going away to Bangalore for a. " And you prove it by putting me on the internet for the world to see? How thoughtful a way of showing your love!" Tessa, you're not giving me a chance..." A chance for what ... to think up an excuse for these despicable actions?" Have ... have you told Margie?" Margie's not part of this marriage. I want to hear your reasons." I don't know that I have specific reasons. Let me tell you how it came to this." All right, tell me." You have to understand that guys..." Are you going to tell me that. He was confident enough with you I guess but seemed to need to bully me. He couldn’t share what he was doing to you, with me. He got more fun out of me having none. It’s classic bully behaviour.”“Mmmm, maybe; I liked being dominated. You’re too nice, you won’t do that.”She chuckled. “You know what it is don’t you,” she laughed again. “He doesn’t have to be considerate because he doesn’t have to put up with me every day. It doesn’t matter if he annoys me because I only wanted him for one thing..