Davis had paid. "And left a very generous tip for Janice, as well," she added. "And I can see why." Thank you," Stephanie said she left the shop.Steph...anie felt a little out of place walking through the lobby of the Hilltop in her jeans and t-shirt, but no one complained. In fact, she could feel the eyes of several men on her as she walked to the elevator. She almost didn't recognize herself in the mirrored door of the elevator. Janice had curled her hair in ringlets and layered most of them. It was a sports bar in Escondido, a few miles from where we lived in San Diego at the time. The place was about half full when we walked into the bar area around midnight.By now, after watching interracial videos and from listening to my GF Sandy tell us stories about her experiences, I was beyond curious about Black Men. Dee was always encouraging me to do whatever makes me happy and I wasn’t sure when, but I sure felt like I wanted to take the first step soon. We sat at the bar, Dee to. Ingu ena seithu kondu irukiraai endru ketal? Naan unnai parka thaan vanthen endru solinen.Athan ennai collegeil paarthaaye endru solinaal, illai ippozhuthu paarka vendum endru thondriyathu athanaal thaan vanthen endren. Naan iravil vanthu paarthathu aval manathil oru nala ennathai uruvakiyathu. Mathi nalai kaluri vanthaal en idam vanthu oru chocolate koduthaal. Ena inraiku enaku birthday endru solinaal.Munbe soli irunthaal nan ethavathu gift vangi vanthu irupane endru solinen, athalam vendam. I know them better than they knowthemselves. There is little to like.I am wanted elsewhere. I cannot tarry with these men. "If I do what youwant, will you let me go?" The bait is tossed.They both agree. It is a lie. They have visions of keeping me through thewinter. I will be sex slave and house servant for them. I have visions,too. Mine have power."Promise?" I ask. They raise their hands and make the "king's X" with afinger over their hearts. They have no hearts.I nod my head. I pretend to be.